Another Email to Ben Well my friend it had to happen. I feel like if I email you, it will somehow reach you. I just wanted to say that the last few months that I knew you were great. Biochem was a lot funner and more interesting having a person like you to study with. Now what? I dont have a study buddy anymore, It really bums me. I went to your memorial service. Guess what? I cried. I cried because you touched so many peoples hearts and made so many people feel good. You were a very generous person,unselfish, kind with a warm heart. Whenever I feel down though, I think of that shirt you wore "NO STRESS" I am glad that you were reading that islam book, it made me know that you were interested. Well man, I really don't know what to say anymore, this is a pretty choppy email but I thought I would write down my thoughts. You were a great friend for the time I knew you. Over the break I thought, damn, that ben and I are gonna be really good friends by the time this school year is over. I still see us as friends and that will never change man. forever. I will see you up there some time, but I still have some time here to go man. Who knows, if your mailbox isn't down, maybe I'll email you some time again. Take it easy and I'll see you,